i wouldn’t say i never saw this coming, because if i did, i’d be lying to you and myself. i knew at the back of my mind, i would always be your second best and i guess i was actually okay with that. i think i just liked the security you gave me, because well, maybe i just didn’t like the idea of change. i have no idea.
and now it’s happened, the event that i knew would come, but i never wanted to admit it.
what i don’t understand through, is how easy you did it. it’s like our two years of friendship meant nothing. All it took was just one day for you to make that decision of dropping me and it hurts. it does.
now i just have to face the fact that i was never good enough for you. my theory was that you needed friends, that were better looking. it makes you sound shallow, but yeah, that’s my theory.
and when this boy, you’re so into lets you down and when you’re looking for a friend to confide in. just know, i won’t be in that crowd anymore.
